Time to do the time

It’s just crazy how fast reality changes, and I get scared because it happens in a blink, and before you stop and think about it, you’re just living a life completely different than 6 months ago.. 

But it always seems faster looking back then when you’re in it. 

The 2 months on the phone were so slow

But now, where did they go? 

And I felt like I said, “it’s only been 3 months” for 3 months... But that doesn’t make sense so

It must have felt longer when I was in it.

And I’ve found myself here and I get scared but it’s so good. And Noble told me today how great it is and how he knows it took courage to do because we knew people would talk, but he smiled so wide when I poured out my joy to him and he knew I was doing something worth it.

Heartbreak is such a terrifying possibility, but this is so worth it. But yeah, texting me that heart first really does some good reassurance. I adore you.